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[ October 13th 2006 @ 11:59pm ] new livejournal= showme_thestars so void this oneeee save me

[ October 13th 2006 @ 12:28am ] [ mood | crushed. [hahahahah imaloser!] ] welllll. i totally just died a little inside. that ruined my day. ...and the next couple lunch periods to come. *sigh* :[[ im so pathetttiiicccc! :PP off to write an essay for satan. and watch greys anatomyyyyyyyyyyyyyy surely that will make me smile! save me

[ October 11th 2006 @ 4:18pm ] i think i ruined satan [ms clouthier]'s computer today! and its all thanks to the lethal combination of a devildriver cd and my powerpoint presentation :):) ahahah nah i dunno. but really, i destroyed it today. and it was fucking hilarioussss. :P sosososo another plane crash in the city. anddddd i cant watch oprah now, stupid news channels. :[ plus i think i need help with math, i have a 44 in that class. :X ahhh fuck. well, math was never great anyways. iiiii just want this week to be over. but for now, off to 4hrs of dance. wee! save me

[ October 10th 2006 @ 4:34pm ] [ music | oprah ilu ] ( 20questions ) save me

[ October 9th 2006 @ 12:19am ] [ mood | fucking hyper! ] oh my god this weekend was great. spent so much time with the whores plus some! :D didnt get to see hilary for more than like half an hour though. BOOOOO :[[ staceys right, i am obsessed. im starting to worry myself hahaha lizzys not nearly as bad as moi. but close! "hide the bananas!" i wonder how kds parents felt about that. if they could hear everything that was going on.. her mom was like "i miss jenn" or something when i was on the phone with kd to tell her about my amazing discovery [which only leads to the obsession being worse!!] and im like YAYYYYYYY! im missed. plus kd's sleeping here on tuesday OOH BABBYYY OHHH BABYYY thats gonna be a fun fucking time :):):) jesus christ im so hyper right now i think im gonna go for a walk in this -5894 degree weather which i hate. THOUGH TODAY WAS BEAUTIFUL oh phone ringing hold on! oh its joe hes intoxicated haha silly boy<3 anyways o0o0o0 and the bonfire was great :) except getting locked out of the house. kd sucks at being a cheerleader. i wish i was a macho man with big man muscles so i could have ripped open that door! not really ew. haha uhh gonna go now. TO THE AMAZING DISCOVERYYYY ahhaha just kidding god i need a life. i love those girls so much though dont want lizzy to go back she misses owen oh so much though. patheticccccccccccc i shouldnt be talking. she needs to get his cell phone numero. and pictures. OF THAT KID I WOULD LIKE he was a cutie from what i saw.. BYEEEEEE hey the weekend isnt over yet thoughhh!! theres still tomorrow though i have a two hour dance rehersal in the MIDDLE OF THE DAYYY from like 1-3 or something.. what the helll so i cant do anything tomorrow plus have to write that damned essay and read an entire book! ahhhh okay. really going now in the mood for coffee! save me

[ October 7th 2006 @ 1:05am ] [ mood | ecstatic ] lizzys home tomorrow nightttttt<333333 :D:D:D:D cant wait to see her! save me

[ October 4th 2006 @ 4:30pm ] [ mood | angry ] will someone please remind me how all this fucking bullshit started? its past ridiculous now. 3|save me

[ October 3rd 2006 @ 9:10pm ] ( secrets? ) save me

[ October 3rd 2006 @ 6:06pm ] [ mood | amused ] [ music | the beatles ] haha so my cat caught a squirrel i guess, and all she left was the tail and a paw. foot? whatever squirrels have. delicious. :P thanks, kitty. save me

[ October 2nd 2006 @ 3:04pm ] [ mood | hyper happy ] ( this survey wasted 10 minutes of my life! grr its not even a good survey. ) today= monday. no school huzzah! but still ballet, booo. not for another hour something minutes though. now im going to shower. then go into the woods and get lost! not really just take pictures of stuff. like the trees and..stuff. so the swedes will stop asking what the weather's like here. i miss them! hmm today was totally unproductive. inproductive? ahah i hate this language and its crazy prefixes. so this weekend was pretty good overall. hopefully next weekend will be good too, if not better. omfg its another 3 day weekend!! HUZZAH! now off to accomplish somethinggg so i dont feel lazy save me

[ September 29th 2006 @ 10:45pm ] [ mood | tired ] today was good. so school was okay, pretty much just wanted to get the fuck out of there. then joe offered me a ride home since hes all driving and whatnot now. :]] and because of both of us not wanting to go home, we went to the commons and hung out for a bit, which was great, i dont get to see him much actually. hes a terrible driver though. almost got us killed twice. thanks jerk<33 i've missed spending time with hilary so much! got to chill with her tonight tooo. and thatssss why im glad we both have no lives so we can hang out more :]] and tomorrow night we're having a picnic in a field with the stars. unless it rains :/ i love how i can talk to her about anything and everything! yeah, today wasnt bad at all. i wonder if ill get any 4am calls tonight. i wouldnt mind it actually. not like i ever do.. *sigh HUZZAH FOR 3DAY WEEKENDDDSSSS :) 1|save me

[ September 26th 2006 @ 5:27pm ] [ mood | content ] [ music | straylight run-sympathy for the martyr ] this is getting ridiculous! people need to chill the fuck outtttt. schooooool was...school. english with satan sucked! i cant believe shes not letting ben sit next to me anymore, he was my savior in there! its not like we talked allll that much, really. and stoner [firestone] doesnt leave me alone! which i dont mind at all, hes fun. :] health was boring as always. french= fun! basically arts & crafts the entire time :P and ive been getting to talk to jared more; god ive missed him. i really hope we can hang out soon, there is something i have to tell him...still. more like confess.. then lunch was excellenttt. as was the view! ;] ahah stalker chem lab: emily fasano's now in my class!! which makes it fucking great, i love that girl! chem [right after lab, grosssss]- i wish i understood what the hell odonell's talking about. jack is no help :P and kd cant teach for shittttttt. she yells at me when i dont understand :[[ haha then math and global were monotonous. in global, cook got angryyyyy. he was taking about those people in the class who were "upset with their grades" and he was like "well THATS TOO BAD!!!!!! you need to accept responsibility for your work!!.." and i think kd jumped a foot out of her seat, it was precious. today actually wasnt too bad. and im in a good mood now. despite issues with certain people, and wanting so bad to be able to help who i love be happier in a bad year, it's okay. cus shit happens and life goes on. one bad grade isnt gonna ruin your life, most relationships can be fixed, good things will come with time. [hopefully. haha stace guess what (who!) i meant by that :P] i just want to be able to enjoy this..."life" to the best i can. after all, only 3 years until it all changes again and i can be truly happy! [[and i cant wait.]] let's see how long this newfound way of positive way of thinking will last :P ( survey one ) ( survey two ) save me

[ September 24th 2006 @ 3:15am ] 8 years, 5 hours, 15 minutes= time spent here. but that talk with stace, was amazing.<33 1|save me

[ September 23rd 2006 @ 4:26pm ] [ mood | pissed off ] i really did NOT want to be here tonight especially not at 10 but yet again, my plans are ruined by a certain someone called dad. save me

[ September 20th 2006 @ 8:14pm ] [ mood | cold ] [ music | stone sour ] AHAHA THE DESIREEEEE..<333 i think im going cccraaazzyy! plus the suite auditions on sunday which are gonna suck although not really cus christine kait and i are going TO THA RIVAH!! afterwards unless it rains which would ruin plans :/ going to johns saturday, apparently? ah i hope the parents dont decide to be total biches that night. should be fun. BUTTTT;; that anticipation of whatever, has yet to go away, and i canttt take it any longer. i wish i could see into the future, but then again im really glad i cant. save me

[ September 19th 2006 @ 4:13pm ] [ mood | haha; look at that picture wtf ] [ music | oprahhhhh ] today.. weather suckedddd but the day was okay i guess. english with satan [aka clouthier] was terrible of course. but i actually got to talk to my beloved hilary noel for once! :] and health, useless durr. but feuer is alright so its not too bad. french: RAWR@sitting in the front row. crazy mrs nichols is always like staring at me so i get all paranoid. hahah "une grande toilette!" then lunch!! ahh god i love that period. that 20 minutes or so of a certain someone is joyous<33 :P gym sucked. but didnt have to do any of the gay test [til thursday, anyway] so its all good. chem's pretty much fun. apparently i was really giggly today and ms odonnell got a little pissed off. hah i love sitting next to jackson and kd. :]] math. grrr how i despise that class. dana w and alex are so fucking obnoxious all the time; they never ever shut up. ever. especially dana. l'histoire! mr cook is the bestttt. its impossible to look at kd and not crack up at least twice in the class; his crazy antics and his "...and we never know when to STOP EATING!!!!" was..indescribable. i love it. and how he was a total hypocrit when he said that, too; hahah. now its off to sleep for an hour then ballet for two. then repeat neverending cycle of boring. :/ ++ the 24th is coming up. aka worst day of the year aka 8 years since we moved from sweden. ..it's gonna be a terrible fucking day. enjoying the last week before i've lived here half my fucking life isnt easy.. save me

[ September 17th 2006 @ 9:55pm ] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | rhinestone cowboy. anyonewhosaysthissuckscangotohell hahah ] so seriously is it pathetic i look forward to lunch like so bad just on days where id actually have it though not like i look forward to that period on a saturday wtf stace knows what im talking about i think. hahaha pathetic me <33333 2|save me

[ September 13th 2006 @ 12:32am ] [ mood | contemplative ] it seems there hasn't been a moment to breathe as of late! there's always homework or essays or projects or other shit to do. i cant wait for school to end! dance is relaxing yet hectic, tomorrow its class from 5-8 i think? yes. and i havent been able to talk to the swedes, or lizzy even! god i miss her so much :[[ hopefully things will slow down soon; i think it's just this whole getting back into school thing. i can't help but feel like this year just isn't the same. at all. i'm trying but there's too many changes at once. i think there's something surprising that's gonna happen. this feeling of waiting and expecting is getting annoying. 5|save me

[ September 4th 2006 @ 3:00pm ] ( summer ) 1|save me

[ September 3rd 2006 @ 2:50am ] [ mood | depressed ] Elizabeth rutherford dutton has approximately 5 hours left in ny, until she moves to texas. i don't know how to feel. i cant help but wonder how she feels. how shes feeling right now. unless shes sleeping, which she probably is. i cant deal with this. and staceys phone is off. fuck. save me

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